Alice was a junkie. Heroin was the drug of choice. She overdosed once and went into a coma. No one came to visit her in the hospital, no one cared. Doctors considered switching the machines off. Only one doctor refused, she felt pity for the junkie. …

Albert Camus and Victor E Frankl came into the bar… No, there is no punch line, You will have to make one, yourself. Insomnia It’s 3 or 4 am. (I don’t know exactly whether the clock on my computer is in British or European Summer Time). The dream was so…

I’m typing this as it is too hot to be out — What can I say, I like holidays in Hungary. I have no idea what people talk about and if I need to understand anything I ask my wife or my daughter to interpret what is being said to me. People think that I am English and, sometimes, I see their…

Early morning thoughts of a guy who can’t sleep. — I am forgetting my native language. A word at the time. I am sad to see it go. But I have no choice in this matter. At the same time I see my sanity slipping away, one reasonable thought at the time. …

I trained a lion in the middle of a circus ring—a young, disobedient lion. I showed him a stick and fire flames and told him if he is not going to obey I will use them against him. He just smiled at me and continued to disobey. It was hot…

2021 March There is a time when I go a bit bonkers. There are many reasons for it. Stress, worries and anything else. When I am in that state my family keeps away from me or I stay away from them. One of those episodes was too much for my…